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And Samson died this morning. My dog of six years. My first dog. I'm rather grateful that his pain has ended not peacefully but dreadfully still, I am grateful. It's been a month since he's like that. Like killing him slowly right in front of me. It was tough. I cried a lot. But no tear coming out of my eyes? I remember reading yesterday avput how He'll make me happier but first, stronger. There's lump in my throat though. 
          	
          	I made it to today. Thank you so much my God. I really am thankful. I may not know your reason why but I know everything is for me. So, thank you.

NtrLvr

And Samson died this morning. My dog of six years. My first dog. I'm rather grateful that his pain has ended not peacefully but dreadfully still, I am grateful. It's been a month since he's like that. Like killing him slowly right in front of me. It was tough. I cried a lot. But no tear coming out of my eyes? I remember reading yesterday avput how He'll make me happier but first, stronger. There's lump in my throat though. 
          
          I made it to today. Thank you so much my God. I really am thankful. I may not know your reason why but I know everything is for me. So, thank you.

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I'M SO HAPPY TONIGHT. We celebrated my bestfriend's 18th birthday with my girls. It's been 3 years? But I'm so tired from travelling. 
          
          And a volcano just erupted. The first time I've seen an actual ashfall. It's scary. Followed by an earthquake. Thank God we made it home safe.
          
          Please pray for the Philippines.

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March 15, 2019 was tough. My other pup Gerry died because of the parvo virus too. Seems like I don't deserve to have another again. But it's fine, at least he's in peace already. It's also our 2nd finals day and banquet night. 
          
          March 16, 2019 was tiring too. We rode a lot of rides in the amusement park. It's pure happiness with my 2 bffs.
          
          March 17, 2019 2:19 AM eating noodles to ease the jetlag. I can't sleep because I drank strong coffee there

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It feels so great to be reunited with 2 of my classmates/ old friends back in Elementary days. But at the same time, sad because we finally met after 5 years ( graduation is the last time I saw them ) and today is his mother's funeral wake

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MY PUP'S GONE. YUMMY, THANKS FOR 2 MONTHS AND 18DAYS WITH ME. I'LL MISS YOU. AT LEAST YOU CAN REST NOW. YOU'VE WORKED HARD. I DON'T DESERVE YOU. THE SIGHT OF YOU LIKE THAT IS TERRIFYING. I'LL LET YOU GO NOW. Rest well. I love you. I'll cherish our memories. Forever.