Nulho1

Well, actually I forget that November, not September. Why month have a name? Just use number like where I live huhu ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          	
          	Sorry for confusion (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)

shadows-sage

Dear author can you update new chapter of "shity uncle, I don't care". Please 

Nulho1

@ shadows-sage  I hope I can too... But writer block was so suck. Everything feels dry somehow (⁠ ⁠;⁠∀⁠;⁠)
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shadows-sage

@shadows-sage Ooh I mean "shitty uncle?I'm no difference. 
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Nulho1

Happy Birthday Cale, and to all of you! Hehe... Usually, I uploaded at 12am, but, I forget, somehow... •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀
          
          Well, I'm not that late anyway. (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
          
          Hope you guys like it!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/399464188

Win1st

Thanks for your misstook. This month is my birthday, so 
            I will replace Cale temporarily to read it. (⁠^⁠^⁠)
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ZabelloCiel

@Nulho1 Lol I messed up in the opposite way (≧ω≦)✿. I thought September was month 11 and had everything ready a week ago… then in the middle I was like, oh wait, this is still month 9 (ノ≧ڡ≦).
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Nulho1

@ ZabelloCiel  oh, right ヘ⁠(⁠。⁠□⁠°⁠)⁠ヘ
            
            Hahahaha. I mistook November as September again ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ 
            
            Because my place usually just use number not November or so hahaha. I taught November is month (9) 
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Nulho1

Cale birthday is coming again. With writer block, actually I can't do anything. I even forgot my writing style (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) that how my bad my writer block is huhu. 
          
          So, for the birthday fanfic, I'm thinking of make birthday letter for Cale from my ocs, turn out for the reader. 
          
          Should I make it or not? I'm scared if you guys feel not comfortable with it since the word going to be like, keep fighting or something like that. 
          
          Really, I don't want to make anyone to be uncomfortable... If you guys uncomfortable, I might just skip this year birthday fanfic. 
          
          Wish you all well! ♡

most_ancient_dream

@Nulho1 don't worry about it author nim you can write whatever and maybe you'll get over your writing blocks (⁠。⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠。⁠)⁠ノ⁠♡
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TraceAkira

@Nulho1 will support you ⊂(・(ェ)・)⊃ here is the hug if your uncomfortable to make
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Nulho1

@ wmmaplpmha  well, sometimes other don't like motivation word... That make them feel down even more. And my writer block is kind of personality lost. Like, my writing style is chaotic pov. I'm not stay at one head, I get into anyone head if I want. I held the camera, that's why. 
            
            But, now, I can't even get into character head, or change anymore. Like, if you always have camera, now you lost it. That how bad am I ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ. 
            
            Don't worry, you sound polite to me. I'm also introvert after all. Even online. That why I have so few notice not like other author in Wattpad. ^^
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JoannaMarieAcub

Please don't stop making all this masterpiece as you can see I have dedicated myself to be the massager and giver of all relaxation for the bottoms ()
          Especially my mother @Rose_Marigolden ()
          
          I'm still in highschool so I don't really know much about work stuff but I did saw a bunch of authors struggling to be a writer and a worker at the same time, so I guess I understand it even just a little bit, please rest because even as a student I get stress really easily because of all the PT and upcoming exams so work stuff must be even worst (I still wonder why they don't teach us the most important thing to do if you ever try to find a job) anyway please rest we will all the just be here waiting for your updates 

Nulho1

@ JoannaMarieAcub well, the most important when to find a job is connection after all. It's hard to get job without connection. If not, maybe they was have no enough hand, and in this case, they will ask you if you can come tomorrow to work haha. 
            
            Well, sometimes also luck, and my luck is bad because my parents didn't let me work in factory or shop because I'm too far from their reach, maybe. If they not control me, I might get into factory job instead and have good financial already. 
            
            Well, good job with your exam too (⁠。⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠。⁠)⁠ノ⁠♡
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Rose_Marigolden

@JoannaMarieAcub I feel like i want to spoil you rotten , @Nulho1 she's right writer-nim, not all writers have to be pressured, always make sure your health is your #1 priority too
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Nulho1

For who might ask when I'm update, maybe it be taking for long more time, hehe ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Because why? First, I'm busy with work, and second, my writing style might change when I come back. 
          
          Because I still tried to understand myself, begin slowly again, to create my imagination.
          
          I get worsen writer block when I realize that I have npd parents. My brain right now like shut, blackout, or anything like that. 
          
          I need to pick up myself again. That why, my writing style might change when I come back. ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ
          
          Because my personality was so different before than after I know my parents have npd...
          
          

Yeixhin_nii

I hope you doing well author nim, I'll be here waiting for ya when you are ready to make stories again :3
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Nulho1

The dragon's eyes radiated that energy. Venion also understood it even though his eyes were blurry because of tears. 
            
            "I'm sorry..." 
            
            Venion's hand moved to stroke the black dragon's head gently. His hand felt like it had no strength when he did that. 
            
            "I'm not the one who is destined to save you." 
            
            Venion's voice trembled violently holding back his hiccups. 
            
            'Even if I free him, I can't give him a decent life.' 
            
            Venion felt unworthy of being the black dragon's savior. 
            
            "There will be a red-haired man with a mature personality, he will show you the world..." 
            
            Someone who Venion could not imitate even he wanted to in the end. 
            
            'I'm sorry...']
            
            
            You can see how different myself from the past and now just from this haha... Gaslighting, love bombing, and victim blamed was my food since I'm young. No wonder I have depression (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)  realize that make stress too, and my narration have to change too, because I, myself changed when my world turn to something not save anymore. But, I tried my best to find my narration writing style again! Sorry for long note! 
            
            Hope you all be well by then (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)ノ⁠♡♡
            
            See ya! 
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Nulho1

"Yes, young master!"
            
            Venion's voice was almost shaking, but it came out. Footsteps could be heard as it moved away.
            
            Venion's legs gave out as he looked towards the prison cell for the 4 year old black dragon.
            
            His body was covered in wounds, curled up into a ball, almost invisible with the torch fire.
            
            Seeing that, Venion couldn't hold back his tears anymore. He cried profusely. Feeling so useless even when he was that Venion Stan.
            
            Venion dragged his body towards the cell, leaning his weak body because of crying.
            
            His hands held the bars there. He had the key, but he couldn't open the cell for the black dragon.
            
            "Please, in the future, please don't torture me... I'm no longer that Venion..."
            
            Even so, Venion felt that the black dragon deserved to torture him. If he were stronger and braver, he could free the black dragon.
            
            The black dragon finally raised his head hearing the absurd words of his torturer for four years.
            
             However, the heavy crying made the black dragon unable to see the person who used to torture him in that body. 
            
            For 4 years, the black dragon had never seen that emotion from anyone. 
            
            He didn't know, but he was also annoyed. He would torture the wrong person if he was freed, the person who was crying in front of him right now. 
            
            'Let me out.' 
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Nulho1

It's so tiring to have npd and controlling parents... It's frustrating when home don't feel like home. 
          
          Well, they also reason I can't even dream to be a writer. Maybe that also why I have writer block more bad than usual. 
          
          Today my little brother said my mom was 'pig' and that sure rude. But yeah, he the youngest and get more controlled by my parents. No wonder. I'm like water and he like fire. I just hope he won't take wrong path like my brother... 
          
          I'm just tired guys, don't mind me.
          
          Since I don't have friend to share this. •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

Nulho1

@ Cale03henituse  you actually have more nice writing in my opinion tho. You should post story too (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
            
            I'm also feel nice listen to all of you. 。⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠。
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Cale03henituse

@Nulho1 I don’t know how to comfort people but I wish you all the best!! You parents might say you can’t dream to be a writer and you already are.... you were the reason why I’m even a writer here :’) you are an inspiration for many...!!
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wmmaplpmha

@Nulho1 welcome to no friends zone, 
            And since I am quite insensitive,  I am going to ignore the awkwardness my comment is supposed to cause and ask, what does npd means?
            
            Ps. I do wish you are okay now and I guess if it's too much just take a rest, chill and read your favourite gene in here.
            
            
            
            
            
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            Hi  
            Thx for the amazing contents and hope I will continue to see u !
            Have a wonderful day ahead !
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