I’m not here for attention. I just need to vent...
Yesterday I broke up with my boyfriend.
We weren’t together for long. Soon after we got together we started to have small argumentative disagreements. Then when we would talk about those disagreements I would tell him what I said to him and he would shut me down saying that’s not what I said and I said something different. He made me feel crazy by doing this...
He’s a very jealous and monogamous person. The night before yesterday, he asked me if I was cheating on him. I said no. He ask if I was sure and I said yes. Then he asked if I would ever cheat on him. That question put thoughts and images into my active imaginative mind and made me feel disgusted in myself, which left me with no reply to his question.
Later he asked me if I would be happier if we were poly. Because I’m polyamorous but he’s not. I told him no because he was the only one I wanted. Then after taking me home I get a message from two women I don’t know.
Mother and sister of a 14 year old girl he was going to try and cheat on me with... he’s 22 and I’m 19... yes I do have proof he was trying to do this. Thankfully the girl went to her mother about it before they could get the chance.
Because of his trying to do this with her it makes ME feel disgusting...
I feel disgusted in myself because of this pedophile...
I guess that’s all for now... thank you for listening to me rant...
