NurUsSaharKamran

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I'm in pain and I'm over it. Thankyou to everyone whose read but I'm done here. It was fun and maybe I'll be back someday to read other people's work but I'm done writing I wish I was good at it but I'm not and it's pointless I could rather study and actually get better grades than what I get now. I'm still debating whether I'll leave my stuff up or not so till I've Decided it's for you to read. I was hoping to find myself when I made my first Wattpad account 6 years ago but I'm just way more confused. And I'm over it. I'm over getting surpassed at the one thing I'm okay at, I'm over being the background in people's stories and I'm over just being average I want to be good at something and writing is not it and neither is sports or debate or anything I've done till now so I'm done here.

There's more but I just want it for myself

I stopped posting because I didn't feel like sharing my words 

Honestly need someone to talk to me about the Secret Circle I started it yesterday and I am on episode 6 already

I have reminders to tell me that you will hurt me but I still pretend like I don't know it so I have an excuse to talk to you

Can someone please check and tell me how many chapters of Quotes do they see?

It takes pain from others to realise how much of a prick you are. I spent the day doing community service and watching people who had every reason to give up but they didn't to make me realise if I love writing I am going to come back to it and frankly there will be no stopping me even if a thousand people give me hate for it.