I don't know if it's because of my negative thoughts or what, but I feel pressured, have no close friends, no one to express my feelings to, don't dare to trust, and don't have the courage to trust someone so I forced those stories into my mind, endured and overcame myself. I really need someone who can trust me and accompany me until the end of my life
I feel like I'm an unlucky person when it comes to love. My best friend, too, I trusted a lot but in the end still deceived me, and about love, if I say I haven't met the right person, maybe that's a consolation. But I feel that I do not bring luck to that person, I am afraid that person who comes to me will have many unlucky things. Sorry!
