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@a_purple_girl yea i wish i was still in 5th (ToT)

So! Hihi, im writing down a new story, a new idea, and i like it alot, but i cant decide to make it a fanfic or just.. fictional.. My account literally made for fanfics so might do that, but which member? help me outtt (^○^)

Hello! Im alive.. wow.. feels weird to be back on wattpad.. not much to say, right now my exams justt started so im panicking, but.. i have few many story ideas! Yet i dont know what to name them! ill be writing them in the bg like journaling! i missed everyone! <3

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          What do you see? A lake in a cold winter morning. What I see is, however, a beautiful lake which is completely covered with dense mist on its surface and yet when the sun manages to peek, just a little, through those mushy clouds, it scatters small sparkles all over. Have you seen those sparkles on the water surface? Trust me, if you close your eyes for a second and then open it again, you'll find those little sparkles of light floating up in the air and slowly, gradually making their way towards you to surround you with brightness. The sparkles will take away the cold shiver that runs across your body and will give you the warmth you crave. Trust me, and let the sparkles of positivity engulf you.

Happy New Year cuties, love yourself this coming year and enjoy!

Hellooo.. Um, yes, im not dead. I was busy with school and all, in all that time, I've thought of what im going to do with Tutor. Im going to just scrap the storyline and start off with new characters and just everything, i will try my best to improve my cover making skills in the next time period while thinking of a storyline. 

i completely missed jks birthday  yesterday whyyy, 
          its not even like im studying a lot! im just chilling watching yt all day 

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          Let's make a cake of happiness with a little bit of sunshine sprinkled on top of the layer of hope and faith. With the trust coated strawberries of self love and a bunch of chocolate sticks of your self esteem surrounding the milky white surface that reflects your determination which should be shining in your eyes when you look at the cake and say. Yes I can, achieve the happiness I deserve one day. 

Ok ok im back here-
          
          i didnt get what he said in word to word as i was trying to ignore it by looking at the blaceboard, 'Red house, captain of newton *his name' I was crying inside hearing that and when i accidentally smiled- it just confirmed it- the dude really said like ' he betrayed me' he said that in hindi, i asked him what he really said nevermind and begin to tell me he's a playboy and already likes another girl WHICH is from my class! bro what are the odds, i never thought of him like a playboy even tho i knew he's a flirt and another friend did confirm that the council liked the girl from my class. Personally i dont care who he likes or who he doesnt, because i was planning to ask him out or anything, also i told the council from my class the same thing that i wasnt planning to be in a relationship with him and the guy really said 'what if you were' i really said if i was then its fine- and he began to say like innocent girls like you need boy like me or us something like that- i didnt understand it that well- 
          
          Uh- anyways that was a story way to long, idk what to do now and its not even like the boy rejected me to get over TvT 
          if you can please give me some help-

Soo... i didnt think i'd like anyone from my school and yea, didnt for all these years but this damn year when i should be studying the most i got a stupid crush on a guy! and oh my lord, one thing i knew is, he is a flirt! well he didnt flirt with me but did with one of my friends, i thought ' oh well this guy aint a keeper' But istg my feeling never went for the first time! like my past 'crushs' have just been like, he looks nice and blah blah so i didnt really count them as crushs, but this one stuck! and now of the boys in my class, to which may i add is a council ( so is the boy i like ) knows i like his friend! i didnt know they knew each other so that was smth plus the council boy had asked me randomly few weeks ago who my crush was and all i told him was, that he isnt from our class and is a red house ( im a blue house ) so i randomly felt like giving him a hint and told him and the small group we just made with the girl sitting next to me and another boy, that the council knew him. AND  IM TELLING YOU! the next question scared me to answer ' is he a council?' i looked at the blackboard and i said maybe because what would be the point of giving him the hint, so like a few seconds later the girl next to me said yess he is a council, probably because of my face- but MY GUY REALLY NAMED OUT WHO IT WAS- 
          
          Ok- uh i need to put the other half of the story in another post because wattpad wont let me post it-