Snowie Moon

Maybe in another universe, I would be the cleverest not just one of the clever kids.

I'm so tired

Why don't I have dreams... WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ME WHY I DON'T HAVE ANY DREAMS OR GOALS OR SOMETHING I'M THE BEST AT!!! WHY THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO'S BETTER! WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHY I AM  SO MATURE YET SO CHILDLISH. WHERE DID MY DREAMS GO, THEY FINALLY ACCEPT NOW WHERE ARE MY WISHES. WHAT I WANT TO BE WHO AM I? WHAT I AM? I DON'T WANNA GIVE UP!!!! WHYYYYYYYY

"Who do you think you are" she said. No one, actually. I'm nothing, but is that my fault for wishing to become something? something precious? Is that my fault for wanting to bloom like others? I am fully aware that I will never be able to be like them, but is it my fault to have a hope? Would you also break my hopes like you did to my dreams. I'm nothing, well... but I truly wanted to be known as something. I'm sorry, If I'm not enough...

Just Venting: I thought I finally met the right friend 'group' to the point that I even started imagining our futures together only to turn out that they're all just my one-sided fantasies but no one else thinks the same as I do. This is the 3rd time happened like this in my life, Ik it's kinda of my fault for taking friendships too seriously and thinking they gonna last long for decades. They are so good to me, but why? Why everything I love has to be ruined in some way? I thought being left out in a trio is the worst pain, but being a connector between two friends is much worse [at least for me]. Maybe in another life, I hope our friendship lasts longer without any conflicts :(
          I really miss our old days...

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