Alex

So like.....idek what to do anymore.........I lost the one I loved l, and I cant move on. She can, but I cant. I just.........need.....her bsck......I swear I'm going insane without her........i hate that i cant see her.....or hug her, or just be near her.......it hurts.......truly it does.....why doesnt the world want me happy....I dont FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY GOD....just wants my life to be miserable.......I dont even think she cares anymore.........I just....fucking hate life......everything was going even more perfect than I could have ever imagined.............anyways.......sorry for the long ass rambling of mine......just needed to get it out.......
          
          But anyways. To the girl that I'm talking about in this, I love you, i always will, doesnt matter if you love me or hate me, or want me to slit my wrists. I'll still care, and still be here for you. No matter what. And maybe one day.......we can be happy again.......but that's just wishful thinking isnt it......but um......I'm sorry that I couldnt make you as happy as you could be........just wasnt good enough....but I'll strive to be good enough, and I will, be good enough. No matter what it takes..............
          
          I'm sorry......for everything I've done wrong.
          
          -Alex

Chapter IV of Terminus is out!  Hype xD