Im back no one misses me i understand myself a tad better but im still a horrible bitch i left someone because i was scared of what others would think but who cares it was only supposed to be us in the world but i lost it because of my stupidity.On Oct 31st I will forever disappear.I will die.I will vanish.Be gone.Go to hell where i truly fit.For all the pain that i have brought you.I am sorry but it wont matter.This is not meant to scare you but i assume you wont.If you think im happy then youre wrong.Its a shell ive tried to break but cant.So Ill leave forever.Bye Forever OCT31ST.Dont pity me,nor will you ever.BREAK IT ALL APART TEAR MY LIFE APART.oh but it had been torn apart even farther than before