OH_FRANKIE_07

Jon Walker or Spencer Smith?

OH_FRANKIE_07

Yeet, I have a girlfriend again. Who? Well it's @Fools-Holiday-2013 we're trying it again. So yeet, anyway I'm in the hospital with her right now. The doctors won't let her leave yet. Like my parents haven't even tried to call and find out where I am

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Brother, why'd you have to go?
          You left us all so soon
          Remember that song you sang to me and your family all those years ago
          Well we're waiting for you to come home
          What do I do? What do I say?
          And dad tells me to pray
          So I prayed and prayed but the hurt won't go away
          The pain gets worse, it never stops
          And I've asked the lord for us to swap
          I beg and plead cause you have kids to feed
          
          Why is it always stormy weather
          And brother, tell me if it all gets better
          Why did you leave? Why did you die?
          You finally made your brother cry
          I know you're watching over us tonight
          And I hope you're watching over us tonight
          
          I'm sorry I missed your call
          I wasn't there for you at all
          And know I thought it through
          Maybe if I answered you
          That you would still be here all along
          Now no more calls, can't you see
          I took for granted family
          And once they're gone, you'll never get that back
          No more laughs, no more hugs
          So hold on to the ones you love
          Your soul is free, I love you Anthony
          
          And why is it always stormy weather
          And brother, tell me when does it get better
          Why did you leave? Why did you die?
          You finally made your brother cry
          I know you're watching over from above
          So hold on to the ones you love
          
          
          
          
          So this year 3 years ago my older brother died protecting me. It still really hurts to think about. I really need him ad he's not here, I really relate to the song Brother by Falling In Reverse which is why I used that song. His name really was Anthony, so yeah. See you guys later. Also read the first reply

OH_FRANKIE_07

Playground school bell rings again
            Rain clouds come to play again
            Has no one told you she's not breathing?
            Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
            Hello
            
            If I smile and don't believe
            Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
            Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
            Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
            Don't cry
            
            Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
            Hello, I'm still here
            All that's left of yesterday
            
            
            
            
            So up until I was 8 I had an older sister who committed suicide. She overdosed during school and the school found her dead in the bathroom. I was in the same school as her (we went to a Unit school) and they didn't tell me that it was suicide until maybe 2 years ago. So when I was almost 14, I was always told that it was a freak accident. The only reason we knew it was a suicide was because I told them what her last words were to me. 
            
            They were, 'listen, if I don't ever see you again after today then know that I am happy and that it isn't your fault. It's everything, but your fault. I love you so, so, so, so much Andy. I promise that some day someone will love you more then I do. Don't listen to what people say okay, if they tell you mean things just point them in the way of a mirror. I love you much rasasat bilynjr. I'm going to go and join the Black Parade and be a proper Killjoy. Remember these words and think of me, Killjoys we make some noise.' 
            
            I never understood what she meant. Rasasat bilynjr means Bullet Bringer in Arabic. I really miss her and I was re reading her suicide note and just thought of that.
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