My friend ignored me for a month but she told me a secret that many friends have ditched her like 20 I think and I said we will be best friend but then she hangout with another girl and I'm alone but then I became with great friend with two sketches like me and they like anime but I don't hang out with her but I didn't ditch her or else she just spread rumors I'm a good friend but then she said "I think {PERSONAL INFORMATION] is more creative than you to be honest" and in number one it's true she calls me annoying...but I don't want to ditch her or else she spread rumor "of her ditching friends" but I have ADHD and I have suffer from depression in 5 years since ... I Think I lost trustworthy of people so I don't trust people...So This is like a short story...But how can I give her up without spreading rumor and I have her number so maybe I should text her because she gets mad at me easily and says "STOP IT M/N" (M/N means my name) but I'm just a girl who wants to be blind and deaf at the same time I don't think I belong here no more (I'm crying while doing this cr@-) I just want to die and don't belong here... Well I smile and stay clowny outside but if you have this problem try talking with someone like I did that may help you and stay clowny, you clowners! :o)
