OXKSHZO

Vent
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	February 23rd of 2023 
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	
          	one of my best friends died. And some of them might know them on here and some of them might not know them, but Uhm I’m confused and I’m angry. I haven’t known until now and it’s surprising because they have just hid it so well so for her to die like this really put me in a not—so—well—mental state, mostly back into depression. I was shocken and I felt really bad for her parents and just every thing around me. She helped me, alot. Hell she saved me from me kms but now that I couldn’t save her i feel more than guilty.
          	
          	I feel ashamed of myself 
          	
          	I feel like I didn’t do enough for her
          	
          	Like I didn’t spend enough time with her. 
          	
          	So now I just found out 30 minutes ago I’m sad that people knew and hid it from me, her bestfriend and that nobody cared as much as her death than my almost death experience. I want to cry and I want to scream so hard until I run out of oxygen. I only vented here because I can’t talk to anybody else about this surprisingly, I would go into more details but I’m tired
          	
          	bye ly guys

nasiyam

@OXKSHZO THE WITH RIZZ :cry: I love you just as much MWAH MWAH
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OXKSHZO

@nasiyam 
          	  
          	  Just like mogu would say 
          	  
          	  ilysm mwah mwah and hope ur doing well ‘bbg’ (with rizz)
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OXKSHZO

@nasiyam 
          	  
          	  thanks for your support sm nasiya 
          	  
          	  I’m still really like 
          	  guilty and sad and ashamed 
          	  she was super fun and super cool and she was the most loving person on earth like she always sent those cute Wattpad msgs to every one and she was the most supportive person in my life but now that she’s gone it’s not going to be the same
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OXKSHZO

Vent
          
          
          
          
          
          February 23rd of 2023 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          one of my best friends died. And some of them might know them on here and some of them might not know them, but Uhm I’m confused and I’m angry. I haven’t known until now and it’s surprising because they have just hid it so well so for her to die like this really put me in a not—so—well—mental state, mostly back into depression. I was shocken and I felt really bad for her parents and just every thing around me. She helped me, alot. Hell she saved me from me kms but now that I couldn’t save her i feel more than guilty.
          
          I feel ashamed of myself 
          
          I feel like I didn’t do enough for her
          
          Like I didn’t spend enough time with her. 
          
          So now I just found out 30 minutes ago I’m sad that people knew and hid it from me, her bestfriend and that nobody cared as much as her death than my almost death experience. I want to cry and I want to scream so hard until I run out of oxygen. I only vented here because I can’t talk to anybody else about this surprisingly, I would go into more details but I’m tired
          
          bye ly guys

nasiyam

@OXKSHZO THE WITH RIZZ :cry: I love you just as much MWAH MWAH
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OXKSHZO

@nasiyam 
            
            Just like mogu would say 
            
            ilysm mwah mwah and hope ur doing well ‘bbg’ (with rizz)
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OXKSHZO

@nasiyam 
            
            thanks for your support sm nasiya 
            
            I’m still really like 
            guilty and sad and ashamed 
            she was super fun and super cool and she was the most loving person on earth like she always sent those cute Wattpad msgs to every one and she was the most supportive person in my life but now that she’s gone it’s not going to be the same
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OXKSHZO

Anybody wanna be moots

OXKSHZO

@JULI2N2 
            
            YKNOW WHAT I WILL BE UR HOMIE 
            
            SURPRISINGLY IM JUST ONLINE LOOKIFN FOR PEOPLE TO SLANDER
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OXKSHZO

OH UR THE PERSON I FOLLOW ILY O MY
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JULI2N2

@OXKSHZO IDC ABT MOOTS, BUT I WILL GLADY BE UR HOMIE FR :pray:
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