Hey all, sorry for absence. Still alive! (relevancy below)
I have been pretty busy lately, especially at work where I'm currently being worked to the bone each and every day and being way too exhausted to do much else with my exhausted brain.
One of my friends at work has gotten me into Runescape 3, which has been nice. I enjoy having a game in common with someone in real life, it's been a while for both that and just having a friend at all!
Also, obviously I'm hooked on Umamusume, and I considered writing a book for that. But I know I have too many books on my table as it is, and the Umamusume stories aren't really adaptable, as they're based on real life. So it would literally just be a fluff book, which is the part of writing I really struggle with!
I am still writing my SAO chapter, and it's currently sitting at 25k words, with the initial estimate being 40k words by the end, but I think it might end up being closer to 35k at this point.
The Game Development has taken a backseat for now, as I have so much on my plate that I didn't want to sacrifice the quality of that by juggling it alongside everything else haphazardly. But I did really enjoy it.
I think that might also be partly the reason why I've been so [redacted] recently. I've not mentioned it at all to even the people on Discord, but there was a long period of time where I was 50/50 on whether I should keep waking up. Since my cat passed away I don't really have anything keeping me bolted to the earth, and as my quality of life worsened so did my interest in prolonging it. I'm still in this mindset, but I have at least bought myself a couple months.
I've booked a holiday to Disney World for my birthday, and I did so deliberately because now I can look at these misfortunes with "just a couple more months" and that's enough to soldier on for the time being. Black Friday and Christmas are going to be VERY VERY VERY busy at work, so I'm hoping to finish SAO soon, Genshin next.
Thanks for reading,
O.