As I stare ever so carefully
the darkness stares right back at me
the heartless world clings to fate
ideas that I no longer make

my world was shredded, torn apart
as my world so was my heart
I lost feeling and became so numb
blissfully ignorant of what is to come

the smile on my face is forced by me
sorry to tell you I want to be free
like a shadow, invisible to all
I want nothing there when I fall