ObsesseddMuch

i used to pray to be happy and to never experience the depression i used to feel, but now it’s been so long since i’ve had a depressive episode that im starting the think that maybe it was all in my head and k wasn’t ever actually depressed
          	
          	like, i think i know that i definitely was depressed as hell, but like, was i really??? lately i’ve been wanting to have another depressive episode just so i know im not crazy and overdramatic

ObsesseddMuch

i used to pray to be happy and to never experience the depression i used to feel, but now it’s been so long since i’ve had a depressive episode that im starting the think that maybe it was all in my head and k wasn’t ever actually depressed
          
          like, i think i know that i definitely was depressed as hell, but like, was i really??? lately i’ve been wanting to have another depressive episode just so i know im not crazy and overdramatic