Oceaness

Hello to anyone who reads this message, I am going to be in a writing hiatus(which i have always been in for the past few months) and would be unpublishing my books for personal reasons. Thanks for everyone who read my poems and appreciated it.

To all the writers there: 
           
          Why did you start writing? What made you do it? Or why did you choose to do it? 
          
          My reason: 
          I turned to writing because i fascinated the idea of being able to put my thoights into paper. But as i grew, i continued writing because that was the only way i ever felt heard. Also because i had no friends back then. Now, i still write because i like how some random person on the earth would be able to find my poem and relate with it, appreciate it and like it.  But deeper i know, even after earning a lot of friends and building good realtionship with my family, i don't really feel heard. I dont think feelings are cared about. Sometimes I feel like i just exist as a side character in someone else's movie. But writing makes me feel like the most important person in the world. Thw writing world is the only place i exist as ME. And not someone's daughter or someone's sister. I am just me.

Published a new poem called 'Minefield'. A piece that I would picture as more lyrical than poetic, written from the perspective of a person who's always the one takes the blame, the one who's always blamed in a game of two. I hope you can give it a read <3
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/249303763

" we are to hide because the devils are allowed to prey" 
          
          Some words I thought of just as I was reading the book "Kim Jiyoung,  born 1982". Just into this book and it deeply occurred to me how misogyny is just so normal, so engraved in everyone's hearts that the unfairness, so open and blatant, shown to girls are seldom realised.
          
          Girls are always told to dress modestly. Just so we won't attract bad intentions. But why are bad intentions allowed to persist in the first place?  Why are boys allowed to oggle at a girl who might unwillingly be revealing her undergarments? I have always known to turn my head away and not make someone uncomfortable when boys' boxers stick out of their pants. Though I find boys attractive. I never tried to make them feel uncomfortable by my presence. But I was always taught to feel uncomfortable by a male's presence. Be wary of their proximity. Be doubtful of their friendliness. If we are always taught to hide, doesn't it mean that the devils are always taught to prey? 

Hey just wanted to say that Stuck in Sonderland is an amazing poetry collection! Lovely writing <3

Hi there! Thank you so much for adding Chasing Death to your reading list! I hope you'll like this journey of chasing after death or away from death, whatever you prefer to think ;-) I'll be awaiting your feedback! Thanks again for giving my book a chance, friend! 

Hey, I like your pfp✨

Hello guys, hope you're all doing good! I am resuming my works and have started editing Ashes of Blue. I have changed the poem from 'hoax of a homeless heart' because I felt like the old one was so weak and uninteresting. Do see the updated version and comment your thoughts❤
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/249303763

Is it only me or wattpad web stopped working lol

Okay I didn't notice that stuck in a  sonderland has reached 2k views!!?!?!?!? Thank you so much to very one who made it possible!❤❤❤