Maddie

Going back to school tomorrow. Half the people don’t wear their masks correctly and pull them down when in the hallways where you can barely move because it’s so crowded. Then I already have at least one of my teachers is out with covid until next week and know several people have gone on vacation over winter break. So we’ll probably end up having a lot of people out over the next few weeks. And I doubt even with that we’ll go distance learning

It’s 7:30 and people are already setting off fireworks

My Ranboo hoodie from September came in today and my Christmas hat from him came in yesterday! I’m so happy right now!

I managed to get the Ranboo christmas hat before the website crashed for people. I feel so lucky

Last week I got a cartilage ear piercing. And then I have fencing tomorrow. So as soon as I get home I’m going to have to try and figure out how to protect it for when I put my mask on. Probably should have thought this through more but oh well. It’s worth it

I get to go to my first baseball game in years. We used to go all the time but then we stopped one year due to family issues. Now I finally get to go with my mom for my birthday and it’s playoffs as well

Just watched several of my friends kiss each other. Feeling very single and lonely

I have to take fucking PSATs on my birthday next week and have a tennis match after school. And this is also during spirit week. Next week I will both suffer and have fun

I love my mom so much. She just willingly listened to me just talk about the Dream SMP to her for 20 minutes and didn’t even tell me to stop. She even told me to not apologize for it when I said sorry for talking about it when she doesn’t even really know what I’m talking about. I love her so much

Start high school in about 8 hours. Just had a slight anxiety attack about it. And I have no idea where I’m supposed to go. And I have tennis practice after school and will have to figure out where I’m supposed to change. Now I will be going to read fanfics to try and forget about any of this