I take it that things are a bit hard for you right now. I know how it feels pal. But remember your loved by someone, your appreciated by someone, you make someone happy, you make someone smile, and someone will miss you if you are erased from existence.
Please don't end your life, you have so many supporters! Look at the wattpad family you've created! We all love and support you.
And you may feel like you've gone too deep into this, like your stuck in the dark. But you are the light, and you can find the way out! And we'll all help you. No matter the cost, because someone, everyone here appreciates you, and would do anything to help you gain your happiness back.
Stay strong and keep moving foward