@HatedByPeople it's completely ok! We don't know eachother, but I'm going going try and give give some good advice rn. Don't take your ex back unless you want too. Cheating on someone is a really shitty thing to do and it hurts a lot and it really stays with a person. So if they did cheat just be careful about what you do. About the eating, try eating with close friends or family. And just try eating food you like in small proportions and slowly start building up to more. All in all it sounds like your having a really rough time rn, and I'm so sorry for you.