OfficialEraser

This heart beats so slow sometimes, it's enough for me to believe I'm already dead.
          Yet I'm so painfully aware of everything else.
          I'm so confused.

lol.. Does anybody else feel like they want to dissapear under a blanket because they can literally feel somebody else's breath in the air and how it sticks to their pores alongside dirt and dust? 
          As if it isn't enough that you want to scratch out your eyeballs, now you want to scratch your skin untill it's red and swollen everywhere and you've accommodated a new layer of onion.
          And then they leave THE DOOR AGAPE??
          People are really disregarding of personal space and boundaries at times. This irks me.

Day.. whatever-- uhh- #123rd???  Of me leaving subtle hints to my crush: I no longer like my crush. :skull: uhh... okay. God for me. I'ma go find a different reason to procrastinate on school work.

Hi, hi, hi!
          I know Wattpad's practically dying out. X.X 
          I have not posted a single one of my drafts, most of the time not even starting out on any of them.. Never really understanding why or how I could fix that-- until, literally, today. So- I forced myself to get out of the loop of 'how to stop procrastinating' and 'guide to mastering organisation' blogs in order to get my shit together. 
          
          To put it simply:
          My first work isn't going to be great. It's not going to be good at all. :skull: For goodness sake, It's my first time actually sitting down to do this for real.
          What it is going to be is finished and on time.
          
          Now that that's out of the way: 
          My way of fixing my procrastination issue is a lot simpler than you nonexistant people, that aren't reading this post because nobody ever does, may think. I'm not actually going to stop procrastinating- I'm just going to inforse a deadline.. :skull: 
          
          Wow, magic.
          So- All the ghosts of this page, be expecting and on lookout for a chapter of whatever book by Friday 4th of November 2022, 4 pm. Keep up the good spirit! (Get it, a ghost pun-? *smirk-)

Anyone can talk a big game- but have you ever met a man who knows their way around wattpad? didn't heccin think so. And when you do- lemme know so I know not to mess with them. XD 

Day #44 of leaving subtle hints to my crush. I proposed today. We're now BestFriendMarried..o_o

I need to cough.. It's the middle of the night---- Help--- I'm choaking!!! Aaaaaaaa

I just Founnr OUT THE RINGING ISNT IN MY HEAD!!! Y'ALL--- IT WAS JUST MY 17 YEAR OLD HEATER PROBABLY rELEASING POISNOUS CHEMCALS!!! I am so relieved. My ears are not though. This is painful. 0-0
          I've listened to it for so long my mind feels odd without it-- I don't know if I'm crazy because of this. Not one person who's come into my room or stayed for a while has seemed to notice it but it quite literally sounds like a Gass pipe broke somewhere. For the longest time I thought this was what *silence* sounded like.. as if it genuinely couldn't just be nothing--- I know it's not a bigass deal, but I'm just glad this was sorted out. We'll not yet, now comes to 'convincing my "hard of hearing"- but not enough to be taken seriously father that there's something actually fucking wrong with the heater' part. -- Wish me luck! Or don't. I Don't really need it...

I wanted to leave this account a copious amount of times. However, I do not have the heart to do so. ✌peace sign* ♥ red heart* 
          Not because of any moral obligation, rhyme or reason, other than I love this name and it represents me well.--- soo.. Ima just go creat 800 more accounts, leaving this one unscathed...

EhAm.. I LIVED BITCH!!!