There is times where I want to delete this account and start new so I won't be ashamed of the things I use to write, but I won't because even though I'm ashamed of the things I wrote, I'm glad I grew out of that awful mindset and I'm always learning something new to become more and more open minded. I want to continue my stories and I will, one day, I'm so sorry to those who have followed me and were triggered, I'm sorry to those who follow me and want my stories to come back, I'm really sorry and I'm glad I can finally say this. I hope you can forgive me, I'm trying to become a better person and I'm willing to grow but not with those close minded stories I use to write. I will write better versions, I will write more stories, I will become a better person.
Please try understand me, I'm thankful for those who have or have tried to understand me. I'll always be thankful for those who have followed me for a long time, please, I hope you can understand me.