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i finished reading two Gangs and a golden girl, three Gangs and a silver sin and one gang and a bronze battle (though I’m waiting for new updates) by @hollyshmit and I loved it. I’m in a really depressed mood so these are my favorite lines from the books:
> “If I played music every time I was depressed, my whole life would be on an infinite loop.”
(I do play music a lot, in fact I’m playing slow dancing in the dark by joji because it’s awesome. Yes, I’m playing it at exactly 7:24am because I haven’t slept a wink reading the series of she’s with me, stay with me and still with me by @AvaViolet
> “A sunrise has always been my favorite part of day. The horrors of the night seem so far away and if the sun can rise up and be powerful every morning, so can I. If the sun can burn the world into a beautiful place, so can I.”
(This literally makes me want to cry)
> “I look up - at the millions of stars and think about how it’s alright to be lonely in the company of lonely stars.
It’s worse when you’re lonely in the middle of a crowd of friends.”
(That line is so true and relatable because it’s similar to what happens to me. I’m never really my true self around my friends in school and I don’t think I’m even able to at this point. I just feel even more lonely. But whatever, am I right)
> “If life was a chess game, I’d be the chess board because people walk all over me.”
(Right now I’m in the process of getting to the point where I don’t let some dumb piece of shit walk all over me. But , the process is slow. It all depends on my mood. One day I’m determined next day I procrastinate. I warn you now , don’t mess with my moods).
And yeah that’s it. I love depressing quotes, they lift my mood. If you want I could start a book on it