It feel like I run to either Instagram or Wattpad when I'm looking for myself. Like I either post sad shit or write about sad shit. Hell its all I know. It's all I experience. I be up all night just thinking about life and where I'm going next. I use to be so sure about my future. Now it's like idk where I'm going. I look for my happiness within other people but I gotta learn how to be happy with myself first