Official_LevHaiba11
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⚠️Rant⚠️
My life is so fucking messed up it's nit funny anymore. To start of my father is a proud cheater, and my mother knew of this. She gave him 4 many chances and he took advantage of each one. They got divorced and i was really young with my brother. I took it really hard because they seemed so happy infront of us. We seemed like a normal family. I am an Indian and have been receiving racism cause of it. I lived in dubai before having to come back here. Custody case has gotton more serious than id like it to be. On top of that my mother wasn't working when she got married. So we're the middle class emergency family. I'm more mature for my age then i should be. I might go to my father and i really don't want to because he was abusive (physically, sexually, mentally, verbally) when I was a kid.. we've used this against them but my so-called "father" changed to a Muslim name, keep in mind this is in dubai, so almost everyone is Muslim. So the court turned bias. Many court re-trials have been out up by my mother since he's won many of them. This time I came and told my mom about the sexual abusing and she said she knew he did it when I was a baby girl but could never confront him about it.. i haven't seen her beautiful face in 2 years.. Haikyuu has kind-of brought me comfort. Ive even tried cutting before and disclaimer! It is really hard to get the blade through. I want to see if i have depression but I'm scared that if i dont, people (my family) will think I'm wierd for trying to see if i have depression... Life is cruel and un-forgiving.
