@Official__Nagito Bad? No no, as long as you are trying to help. It's already enough. Medicine never normally works with me, and I don't want to wake anyone up when I try to get any type of medicine from the cabinets. Everyone is asleep and waking them up won't be smart... The happy thoughts is a good suggestion. I have been trying to focus on them for a while.. it's did it's best. But I still feel shaken and stressed- and my mind always goes back to the focus of the problem that caused this in the first place.. thanks anyways though! Your comment made me feel a bit better. Knowing that someone cares. So thanks.