@niallscircus on the floor in fetal position because I'm such a bad person for just abandoning you all. the last couple months of my life have been brutal, and writing is becoming more and more difficult. to be completely honest with you what's recently happened with zayn has made it harder for me to think about writing on here, and I'm not sure when I'll be able to get back in the groove of things. you can always find me at my other account @seafaring . I'm a little more active there and I've even begun to post a story if you want to check it out. I'm so sorry for not being around, it's just getting increasingly harder :((