Jeon_Wonwoo_official
Haii nikiii
I'm sunoo~
Officially_NI-KI
OfficiallyHyunjinnie
hi star sorry for the inconvenience but could you fill out your form again
Officially_NI-KI
Hello everybody,
how are you all? what's going on in your life? Just so you all know, my profile is a 100% safe space where you can vent out, yap, promote your books, anything at all.
my studies are going on okay okay i guess, it's really stressful, but still manageable.
in my class, everybody shared a few words in front of all students and our professor. Honestly it got me slightly emotional and it was quiet funny tbh.
Ik this is gonna be off topic maybe but i feel a lot of guilt for some reason rn.
first of, Not being able to give my love enough love and attention she deserves. I'm so sorry my love, i promise to make up to (((
second, i feel like a burden. today i got 2 panic episodes and i again started cutting myself. I started drinking more.
if i ever die, then I, Myself would be the cause cuz rn, i am the one ruining myself both mentally and physically to a point i cant take it at all. i threw up 2 times at uni. i got my eating disorder again. my health is too weak for me to keep my eyes open at all. even typing this itself is too tiring for me to handle.
im so so sorry towards eveybody to whom i promised to tc of myself to. especially my love. im sorry
ill be going more M.I.A now. my health is not good for anybody to fix, even for me.
after 18 years of my life, i am now an atheist. i just completely lost all the hopes i had in my life. i do not belive that the broken sh1t in me, my traumas, health nothing could be fixed atp. all i can do now is just let whatever happen
bye guys. ill talk when i can and if i can. if that is if i am still alive only lol.
special loves towards jinnie, love, tutu, hannie, innie, everybody
tc all of you, no need to worry bput me. after sometime it'll just be the end of my life and i have no control over it plus i dont give 1 sh1ts bout it.
im sorry for venting out to much.
ill try to come.
bye
sincerely,
Officially_NI-KI/ lixh0lic
OfficiallyHyunjinnie
@Officially_NI-KI Star , please don’t say those things , I need you to know that you are not a burden, my love. You are truly the most cheerful person I know, and it breaks my heart to see you in pain. Please, please don’t hurt yourself anymore—it only damages your health even more than it already is. i know i can only say this, I just want you to be okay. Please take care of yourself as much as you possibly can, even if it’s just something small like taking a sip of water. I love you so much.
yvngbokvrse
@Officially_NI-KI i hope you're able to recover and take care of yourself more :( ik it's hard, but you can fight through all these difficult times and come out better and stronger. youre not a burden, love, you shouldn't feel guilty for just existing. you will be loved just as you are, and we'll all be here to support you and cheer you on until better days come <33
Aura_Rash_radicals
@Officially_NI-KI Ik, Ik that i dont know what happened in your life before, and I am absolutely in no right to tell you to take care of yourself, when you literally aren't able to do it... I am so sorry that you had to go through whatever happened... But, just i wanna tell you that, we are all here for you, and no matter what you do- we will always be by your side forever... Rest well, and I'm sure you will find the path you are looking for and return as good as ever... -Love Aura....
KingTage24
Big Thanks For The Follow!
rbyzjen
omg I got scared u deleted ur account
ii_ii88
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Officially_NI-KI
GUyzzzzz
I have changed my username lol T^T
used to be ~ lixh0lic
Currently ~ Officially_NI-KI
Officially_NI-KI
okay guys, im gonna change my username kay? ill change it to something niki so erm...remember thats im still lixh0lic lol. ill put that in my bio
Official-Heeseung
addd the members in ur bio , they all r in my bio
rbyzjen
Americans are FAT ASSES omfg like
