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Heya idk if you still use this account but heya

Goodnight, Wattpad. Goodnight.

I love you guys. You helped me love myself.

I'm logging out. This might be permanent, but right now I think it'll be temporary. Life generally sucks, and OH SHIT I JUST REALIZED
          
          this time, last year, i "left" Wattpad. back when i was in control.
          
          I'll come back when I have that again, or at least until I'm comfortable without control over this. It could be anywhere from a month to four years. If I'm coming back, it'll be by 2021. My reason for this is that I'll be 18 by then, able to do whatever I like online. I'm sorry.
          
          I'll always be back, bitches.

What made this all fall apart was my fontcest realization. I'm sorry I ruined everything. Everything's not okay...

See, I want to continue Can't You Save Me, but...
          OH MY GOD. NO.
          This CANNOT be my "leaving the fandom speech"
          
          ...can it?
          I honestly have no idea. I have my days where I'm all like "erhmagerd oondertoul"
          But for every day like that, there's two more "meh" days. And the numbers are starting to add up.
          
          If I'm being 100% honest, I used to hate the guts of anyone who "left" the fandom. I was all like "bUT I DON'T WANT TO BE ALone friENd"
          
          I'm not leaving. I'll never leave. I'm just not as committed as I used to be. This place just doesn't feel the same anymore.

Wow today was the day of replies

I have a different YT series I'm working on, but it's still up in the air. I can't tell you much, but I can say that it's an original series that takes place in outer space...

Wtf is happening to me? Something about Undertale just doesn't feel the same anymore. I get disappointed when people leave the fandom, but I'm starting to loose faith in us, too (I'll never leave though).

Erich wasn't rude to me today. Maybe the talk our group had got to him. Maybe he spontaneously changed. It'd be pretty damn awesome if he read my status update about him, though.
          
          ...you know what? Maybe I'm the one who stopped being rude. Was it both of us who stopped together? Did one of us stop and so the other did as well? I may never know.
          What I do know is that he's pretty cute and I absolutely hate it.
          
          Damn I'm ranting about a guy who I just met and is probably gay.