Hi I'm Josie…

I'm someone who is shy around people but once you get to know me I'm such a crazy and stupid person.

Do you know that feeling where you think your just a piece of shit but you really aren't? Well I have that same exact feeling but I am a piece of worthless shit...I'm used, my friends (some of them) just use me as..well..I don't even fucking know! Will I ever have a friend who won't just use me! Will I ever have a friend that will say "Hey how are you?" or "Hey, are you ok?" I never have friends that care about me.

I have lost so much in my life, my best friend, my cat, my dad, and one of my only friends! FUCK IT! WHY DO I HAVE TO BE HERE RIGHT NOW!?!

For anyone who has ever felt like these things, I'm sorry I know the feeling and its not good. Just know that your beautiful no matter what people tell you. Your unique in your own way, and that's what matters.