Thanks for supporting me. sorry I couldn't reply earlier. I have been going through a lot lately and last month I gained the courage to talk to my favorite teacher, who had been through it and understood it perfectly. She talked me through it on the effects of a eating disorder and how it damaged her. she agreed to help me talk to my family when I was ready. I can't say that it'll ever stop, because i believe that it's a mental disorder. I cry sometimes about it, but when I look in the mirror i feel like im this close to achieving what I want/ Right now i'm 118 pounds, which means i gained some weight. I'm trying to force my self away from starving or vomiting. Thank you so much, you don't know how long i waited for someone to be concerned or so nice about it without making judgements. I needed that. :)