Aslam o alaikum.
I always thought about this and at some point wanted to so this.
Whenever I open internet their are hell lots of perfection. Perfect diet, perfect skin, perfect holidays and successful people.
Time to share our failures.
I was extremely disturbed from the past year.
Well 'Jannat' was a product of anxiety.
So all of you people out their telling me the story lacks somewhere. I totally agree with you.
My nana abu died, last month. May Allah give him high ranks in Jannah.
The day he passed away, my university entrance test dates announced.
Spend 10 days at his funeral and prepared test in a week.
Failed one and cleared one.
Cambridge is a board for 9 to 12 classes.
Well they clearly stated that they wanted to help their candidates in this pandemic and would do everything that's in their capacity to ease us.
So I had one subject in line, 5 papers.
I cleared three papers in nov oct 2019.
So Cambridge told me that they'll transfer the same grade and pass my subject.
They failed me yesterday.
I haven't even attempted a question and they failed me.
My best friend father passed away yesterday. May Allah grant him Jannah.
Just wanted to tell, if any one of you every felt life being harsh on you.
You are not alone.
I prayed to Allah hell alot of time, I don't want to be hopeless and you should never be.
It's my story. It's going a bit down and I definitely believe in Allah, that I'm going to have a raise.
Patience is a blessing but it comes the hard way.