Oldcartoonfan

are you still alive?

Hi Everyone,
          It's been years since I have checked in. To be honest I was still a teenager when I started the fanfiction writings of Cartman and Kyle as adults. However, due to the stories I used to enjoy writing of love and enemies to lovers I have faced years of bullying on the Internet which caused me multiple hospital stays. I am now 26 I have matured over the years. Maybe one day I will find my passion for writing fan fiction again but as of right now I am facing too much in my life. I am currently secretly in a Domestic Violence marriage that I seem to be unable to escape irl. Instead of writing fanfiction I will be writing a book as journal entries of my real abuse with my evil husband. The police have done nothing and my family doesn't care. So I'm going to write these journal entries here in case one day I may die in the hands of my abuser. So at least my voice is heard somewhere. If I ever stop creating journal entries on here then odds are I lost my battle of survival. I have been trying for years to escape and I'll keep trying but...there's not much I can do anymore.

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Hey could u maybe make a story of cartman being depressed then showing the affects after some years not seeing including a bunch of weight loss (where he starved himself in those years being depressed) , sh (not much if u feel uncomfortable) , taking drugs and over smoking and like where cartman turns all soft to some people and where he also is a bottom and Kyle the top and bc of that Kyle is taller than cartman
          
          I understand that this might be weird and that but I'm so desperate for it, it's bc I love coping W where I read stories that references to my life, it helps me alot and I kinda am attracted to such things where the bottom is all weak and depressed while the top is all healthy and Lil rough but still helps the bottom out
          
          Thanks if u make a story to what I recommended! ^^

Yo sorry about the baby ☹️ fly high ️️

I'm wanting to do another kyman fanfic but im in a writers block