Olivia Cheyenne

Okay, I admit. This is stupid. Why the hell am I posting this when I know you can't see it and therefore you'll sure as hell never read it. But I've changed. And I guess the new me is a stupid bitch.
          
          Happy birthday, Olive. I should have been there. I shouldn't have left, but I didn't have a choice. I'd go back and change the way it all played out if I had the chance. If it could have been me instead of you, I'd have switched places in an instant. Because you were always smarter, you were always more talented, you were everything I couldn't be and more. I miss you so fucking much Olivia Cheyenne, god if you only knew. I wish you were here. I wish I could call you and listen to you telling me that I could work things out. You'd tell me that shit's gonna be okay, that I could get through this. You'd help me figure things out with Parker, help me find out who my real friends are, because me and you had each other's backs. Except for that one day. That one damn day when I wasn't there. And I'm sorry. You'll never see this, never know but I'm sorry. I regret it all and I know things should have worked out differently. I'll never forget. And I'll never forget you.

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Thanks so much for adding my books to your reading list <3 when you and your friend (I forgot what her exact username was, sorry) post stories I'll be the first to read them :)

Hey!!!! I'm Maddie's online friend!!! I play the flute too and I think you are totally AWESOMAZING!!!! Thanks for following me and reading my book!!! Now I'm going to follow you :):):)