Olive_Dreams

Hallo, sorry it has been way too long! My life is very very busy and I rarely have time anymore with all my school nonsense. But I will be pulling my Sasunaru fanfic from it being public, don’t worry I will not be deleting it. I am just revising and fixing some stuff up and creating new chapters! So sorry I hope you can understand! 

Olive_Dreams

Hallo, sorry it has been way too long! My life is very very busy and I rarely have time anymore with all my school nonsense. But I will be pulling my Sasunaru fanfic from it being public, don’t worry I will not be deleting it. I am just revising and fixing some stuff up and creating new chapters! So sorry I hope you can understand! 

Miyorika_

@Olive_Dreams I've been in a similar situation before people are straight up a holes to be blunt, people don't think about what might be going on with people when they aren't at school and they just do and say things that seem cool or impress the people around them. the best advice I can give you is to wake up everyday and tell yourself idgaf because at the end of the day you control whatever you want to be and who cares what other people think as long as you love yourself and know what you want to do in your life. if you ever want to talk or something hmu bruh, I mean who better to talk about your life problems than a complete stranger that reads your stories 

Olive_Dreams

Really means a lot to have people actually respond and talk to me :') 
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Olive_Dreams

Hey guys my depression has been acting up really bad lately and I'm not sure if it's because of my family, friends or my crush. I'm afraid of isolation and being forgotten, and with everything I do I feel like people hate me and want me to die. I get stared at and talked about in school, and it's not the first time I've had to change middle schools every year because of bullying. I wish my friends understood that I'm hurting inside and their actions of ignoring me and not comforting me when that's what I do for them all the time, is just making my anxiety, confidence, depression, sleep, stress, and emotions worse. It sucks lacking certain emotions like I do but I try and get through it and I feel like I've been left in the freezing cold, left to die by everyone who I trust. My family is worst then they are too and having to see next my crush at school and know that they don't date people is so draining and painful. I feel lost and alone, it's so cold inside that I've been hurting and having so many more mental breakdowns and I'm sorry if this is super sad and brings you down but I need to tell you guys before you start getting upset about how long it's taking to update. I'm really pushing myself and trying to do this for you guys and I'm sorry if it takes a bit. 
          
          Your sad ghost boi, 
          Oliver 

Olive_Dreams

Sorry I haven't written anything new guys! I know it sounds like the usual excuse every writer makes, the "I've been stressed a lot lately with school projects" but I have been and not only that I've been kinda stumped on ideas. I have two chapters that I'm working on at the same time and it's hard to think of some ideas! Hopefully after I'm done with this project worth a huge chunk of my grade I'll be able to relax my brain and think! 
          
          Yours Truly, 
          Oliver