I have regrets

So im back here 
          And im sorry 
          I had 69 notifications
          Lololololol

Hey I was wondering if you could ever check out my book? Sorry for nagging
          I actually people who asked for requests now here I am asking for one. Its called I Dont know yet Thank you: )❤

Hey Olive 
          We miss you 
          You're always welcome in our home 
          

Hey guys 
          I'm sorry to say this but I 
          This isn't like working out 
          I know that I have done some horrible shit and it's just drama 
          And like how Grace said she has so much drama in real life and I'm the one who brought it to wattpad 
          I'm totally not blaming her for this 
          I just have to get out of here 
          I don't want to be a problem here too 
          I've met some really awesome people 
          All of you are awesome 
          Even if you said some shit to me when I was being a huge bitch I know you did it because you cared about Grace 
          Y'all are awesome friends 
          Probably better than me 
          Anyways I have to leave this awesome Wattpad Family 
          I love y'all so much 
          Even tho I've been here for a small while 
          I have to leave 
          For many reasons I can't tell you 
          So I guess 
          Goodbye 
          I don't ever forget any of you 
          Wow that sounded so cheesy but it's true 
          My last words here are 
          Goodbye 
          I love you

Goodnight guys
          I'm sorry 
          I'm a terrible person 
          I'm sorry 

I'm a terrible person 
          I'm sorry to all of you for putting you through the drama and even cussing you out 
          I'm so sorry I never meant anything
          I'm sorry 

Yes what @-fetusmendes said is true I'm sick of myself and honestly I believe I shouldn't live anymore 
          But I have a purpose and I won't ruin it more than I already have 
          I'm so sorry 

I'm sorry 
          I know i was a bitch and all 
          I know i acted like a whore but it's cus I was jealous 
          I mean grace has a perfect life and I don't and I was just jealous 
          She had the perfect boyfriend perfect family perfect body 
          Perfect life 
          I had nothing 
          I was actually raped that was not a joke i wasn't kidding 
          I got raped by my former boyfriend 
          I was just mad at her because she was going on explaining about her life the same day I was raped 
          I was mad 
          I don't expect y'all to forgive me 
          But from the bottom of my heart please forgive me 
          I'm so sorry 

Can you stop? Being pregnant at 14 is not okay it's just sad. You need to change/fix your act for your baby if you really care about it. Love it with all your heart okay? Or you could get an abortion but if you wanna have this baby, act like it. Even though I disagree with the things you're posting You can pm me because I care about babies maybe not you yet.

Goodbye guys thanks for still following me even tho the bitch you guys call Grace told you not to follow me