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also off topic but i fucking BAWLED my eyes out yesterday night- i was scrolling through tiktok to just kinda skim through everything when i see jules- then i search him and watch videos of him and just BAWLED- i mean i couldve clicked away, not have watched it....but i couldnt.....no.....i didnt want to....bawled for almost 2 hours before falling asleep- im such a fucking ugly crier... everytime i hear a sad song i have to physically stop myself from bawling again cus my mind goes back to him all the time....then i saw the crash again- man *cue the voice crack* he didnt deserve to die.....now look at charles...hes older now....older than jules....looks different....depressed....and then he lost anthoine a few years later aswell...his father..... but losing your goddamn godfather that looks like you? that hits hard....also if hes also your best friend....best buddy....i can just imagine jules looking down at charles, him and alex, little leo, and the wedding in the future....i can imagine hes so proud of charles, being engaged, getting a dog, being in ferrari (could be better), of the man hes become, of the friends he's made......and his legacy lives on, through pierre, daniel, charles and all of his friends and family...(silence started playing) i just find it so sad....he left us so early...and i was like a few years old when it happened so i didnt know anything....but man am i sad....also crying again cus of the song thats playing rn....rest in peace jules, fly high, we're proud of who you are and the man you were....
