im Exhausted, im drained. im done. I've giving over and over again and ive gotten little to nothing back. im like a walking god damn problem to everything that exist. im ruined the one good thing i had yet again, but im done. I cant do this anymore, i cant deal with this family anymore, i cant deal with the drugs anymore, the constant social disconnecting and torment. The fact my own familys get silent when i walk in the room or the fact they "forgot" to invite a person living in the same house to the outing. I cant deal with the fact im giving everything i have for a person and doing everything i can ingluding holding his bag, getting EVERYTHING ready for school and day in the morning, making his food paying for gas, food, other thingd while jobless. im done, im tired, iv giving everyone everything ive had. im done. goodbye. i hope you can see light oneday, as the darkness ate me up.
