I'm not one for speeches... I'm not anyone special just a person who likes to read... still It hurts when you lose someone and I just got to ask... how do you all deal with it? Cause my grandfather just passed away and it's.. really hard to describe how horrible I feel. He was a great man, it just feels so unreal to know he's gone. I'm half expecting him to just pop out sometimes to say something or try to scare me... it really hurts man...