OmiTheInkDevil

UWU-

OmiTheInkDevil

awake I opened my eyes to see
          a hospital, so white and clean
          I was walking up to the roof I think
          then cant recall at all
          a single thing
          held a hand for me, you were there
          I know, but couldn't reach
          the me that would fall down all the time
          but stand and reach my hand to see...
          
          have you tried crossing over yet?
          ah
          wanna die
          wanna die
          but dont really wanna die
          you were there 
          you would care 
          making me aware
          every scar
          all the blood
          more and more, theyre never done
          not enough 
          not enough
          ah
          wanna die
          wanna die
          but dont really wanna die
          if I died
          you would cry
          and I dont know why
          every scar 
          all the blood
          more and more
          theyre never done
          not enough 
          not enough
          
          when I forget you, i'm all alone
          without a place to go
          but then, played a mirror like a show
          the past I used to know
          a dream, till I see every part of me
          eyes of red, following
          and 
          I wanna live
          wanna live
          deep inside i've always been
          reaching out for a hand 
          so don't let this be the end
          mushrooms growing on my head
          still remember even then
          where you are, when i'm dead
          
          ah
          wanna die
          wanna die
          but dont really wanna die
          you were there
          you would care 
          you know it really isn't fair
          every time I forget
          you remain inside my thoughts
          not enough
          not enough
          
          ah
          wanna die
          wanna die
          but I still couldn't die with you by my side
          
          behind the days I spent alone, afraid
          now you're here to stay
          
          and the scars never fade
          memories that replay
          rewind yet again to the pain
          we felt that day
          
          @0SpacePotato0
          this was for you