OminouslyAnonymous

@OminouslyAnonymous cant really give those excuses i'm 25 now so if I already had job they would have started looking for potential grooms & in my country by 30  women should get marry if i were to give these reasons they will be like no its okay we can look after ourselves yada yada  ; going abroad situation will take an year to happen,  in my country sharing with people feels like life threatening . Anyway thank you for listening Bye.

@Robert_frost That's definitely a tough situation. I can't exactly relate to the cultural aspect, but perhaps you can make other excuses to direct away from pressures of marriage, like "I'd rather take this time to take care of my aging parents" or "I'm not ready to have children" or "I'm still considering the qualities I want in a life partner." Your life is worth living, even if it doesn't feel like the life you want to be living at the moment. Your situation can always change in the future. And despite any prejudices, I can tell your family loves you and would be devastated if anything happened to you. Hang in there. Maybe look into potential opportunities to travel somewhere with less societal expectations, like a study abroad situation or a job opportunity. Take some time to consider your preferences in private without their watchful eyes. 

@OminouslyAnonymous part 2- & if i told told my mother that i like girls also that's it she going to make our priest lit a sacred fire do some ritualistic thing get the "liking girls"  out of my system & she will also do a votive offering like she will be literally praying to gods in a way that if theydo some kind of miracle then she will offer them this thing or that thing etc. I cant even do a love marriage(not that i want to marry or anything ) its like doing it is a grave sin & i cant even smile(u know that cute shy smile like aw this is so sweet or this so cute) while looking at my phone bcz the question is gonna be "oh u have boyfriend? " so whole time i have to maintain a sober or bitch face ( even around my extended family ) & i am done with my parents &  not cuz they are evil or anything no they are sweet but i just cant stay with them but i have to stay cuz my mum just had a major surgery i can't just leave her behind or my father where they are close to being senior citizens so they need help with a lot of things . sometimes i just want to die then all the problems will be over in a minute but just thinking about my parents,my siblings,my grandparents i don't have the guts to do it. but i'm imagining about it a lot  like doing a lot of things to kill myself & i can't even share these to my siblings cuz they have there own shit going on in there life. sorry for saying a lot of things here,I'm very scared to do it anywhere else

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@AbrianaDemonic LOL. You could get a physical copy of my book Lab Partners in the meantime ;)

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@YourMostRattyBaddie Thanks!

@ceekaysmiles87 Thank you :)