Hi, I'm alive
Anyway I need help looking for this book cause I'm low-key going insane and I think it's just a fever dream that I legit dedicated a playlist to so long ago but I legit don't remember the name or the author just the contents of the book which is crazy.
BASICALLY IT WAS AN OIKAWA X READER AND OIKAWA WAS IN THE MILITARY, Y/N AND HIM WERE MARRIED AND HE WAS SET TO BE DEPLOYED BACK OUT IN A FEW DAYS. LONG STORY SHORT HE DIES AND ASKS IWAIZUMI OR WTV TO TAKE CARE OF Y/N AND THE KID THEY HAVE TOGETHER RIGHT BEFORE HE DOES. AT THE FUNERAL OIKAWAS MOM IS THERE YELLING AT Y/N BECUASE SHE HATES HER AND I THINK SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE "ITS YOUR FAULT THAT HES DEAD" AND Y/N FALLS SAYING "THE BABY" TURNS OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT WITH THE LAST THING OF OIKAWA? THEIR KID IS LIKE 5 YEARS OLD AND KEEPS BRINGING UP MILK BREAD AND STUFF OIKAWA LIKES. ALSO ITS HINTED THE 5 YEAR OLD IS ACTUALLY IWAIZUMIS CAUSE Y/N AND HIM GOT DRUNK OR SOMETHING AND SHE GOT PREGNANT, the kid also looks exactly like him and people think he's the dad. (it's never actually said)
I legit barely read on here anymore but for some reason there's an itch in my brain to find the books I loved that disappeared?
