OnThis Day

I'm going to post a few of my SCP tales and other random short stories. I've got nothing better to do with them and they're just sitting in my Google docs, so why the hell not. I hope whoever reads them enjoys them.

Agamemno contingency: protocol: Ouroboros

I miss a lot of my old friends from when I regularly used this app. Hmu if you wanna catch up

Fuck

I don't know how, but I just self motivated myself!!!! That's never ducking happened before!!!!

I never meant to make it such a mess
          I never thought that it would go this far
          So I just stand here sorry
          Searching for something to say
          Something to say
          Words fail, words fail
          There's nothing I can say
          
          
          I guess I thought I could be part of this
          I never had this kind of thing before
          I never had that perfect girl
          Who somehow could see the good part of me
          
          
          I never had the dad who stuck it out
          No corny jokes or baseball gloves
          No mom who just was there
          'Cause mom was all that she had to be
          
          
          That's not a worthy explanation
          I know there is none
          Nothing can make sense of all these things
          
          I’ve done
          
          
          Words fail, words fail
          There's nothing I can say
          Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted
          And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had
          And it's right there, right there, right there
          In front of you
          And you want to believe it's true
          So you make it true
          And you think maybe everybody wants it
          And needs it, a little bit too
          
          
          This was just a sad invention
          It wasn't real, I know
          But we were happy
          I guess I couldn't let that go
          I guess I couldn't give that up
          I guess I wanted to believe
          'Cause if I just believe
          Then I don't have to see what's really there
          
          
          No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts
          Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am
          'Cause then I don't have to look at it
          And no one gets to look at it
          No, no one can really see
          
          
          'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
          Before I even turn the key
          Before I make the mistake
          Before I lead with the worst of me
          
          
          I never let them see the worst of me
          'Cause what if everyone saw?
          What if everyone knew?
          Would they like what they saw?
          Or would they hate it too?
          Will I just keep on running away from what's true?
          
          
          All I ever do is run
          So how do I step in
          Step into the sun?
          Step into the sun

My first lesbian book, hope you like it https://www.wattpad.com/story/129221954

I'm sad, and I need some cheering up, can someone help me with that?

I'm writing my first gay novel about two guys, ones black, the other is native americant, and their names are Desmond and Issac. I hope you guys will love it.

1600, 1600, 1600 on the SATs. Said they getting, said they getting, said they getting a car for me. Just 16 miles from the lights of the city, pour a little liquor in the my Starbucks viny. Cause we're secretly out of control, nobody knows it, and my mom's got a problem with cigs, and I'm angry, cause my dad's not open minded anymore, but I stop prying, cause there's things I don't want him to know.