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So like, yesterday i do my daily bike ride
Lmao seeing and reading this?
No?
Ok.........
Ima just talk and rant to myself
So like, yesterday i do my daily bike ride
And there was this kid i didn't know, he asked me about another kid i didn't know. When i said that i didn't know anyone by that name, he asked me about the biggest drama queen in my grade.
Ima just name her Karen
So he asked me if i knew Karen, Karen is also a bitch, a slut (she's dated like, 20 different guys. Older and younger) she puts me deeper into depression most of the time
She's pretended to be my "Best friend" when really she's just trying to get dirt on me, she backstabs, blackmails(rarely), gossips (well naturally), she's told me to kill myself a couple of times. And me who is too nice to complain or give her hints that i didn't want to be friends, accepted her "Friendship". It was a toxic one sure, but i didn't say anything. Even when she criticized everything that i did, and took every chance she could to put me down. Thinking back, im not sure how i got out of it, but in the future (if im alive) I'll probably have an abusive boyfriend or something
But back to the story, when i said that i knew Karen the kid's like "Do you think she's a bitch?" And im like "Well yeah, sort of." Then he asked "Do you ever want to beat her up?" I said sometimes i do, and started to ride home he asked me who i was and i said that i was a nobody (Wich is true) and he called me a slut
And me being the dumbest person on Earth, believed it. So i went home, found my razor and stared at it. I tried to cut the word slut on my thigh and that didn't work, it just hurt. But i was tired of being clean so i just cut normal lines on my other one, it barely hurt it really felt nice though