OneD1477

Okay, soooo…I kinda ended things with her…(my *now* ex gf). Is it bad that I haven’t cried over her being gone or anything, and yet I still have things that I wanna tell her everyday? Like today I heard a song that Ik she lives and I wanted to tell her and then I remembered that we chose no contact, and I couldn’t tell her, and it actually made me feel better because that also means that she can’t hurt me or lie to me anymore. Idk I’m just not like sad, I’m more just stuck in the habit of wanting to tell her every aspect of my life. Is that weird? Idk y’all let me know. 

OneD1477

Okay I’m glad it’s not a weird thing because I do wanna tell her things all the time and I go to text her and realize she’s not there to talk to anymore, so ig I just miss having someone to talk to about all these things. But I am glad I got out of it because it was toxic. 
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Larrys_left_shoe

@OneD1477 thats completely normal, me and one of my ex's have been no contact for over a year and i am not sad, and it was the best thing but i still have things happen and my first thought is that i want to tell them about it. it is a habit that eventually gets less and less, at first i was thinking about it a lot and even though it still happens now it's only once a month maybe less. it's not weird at all and I'm happy that you have gotten yourself out of a relationship that wasn't good for you 
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OneD1477

Okay, soooo…I kinda ended things with her…(my *now* ex gf). Is it bad that I haven’t cried over her being gone or anything, and yet I still have things that I wanna tell her everyday? Like today I heard a song that Ik she lives and I wanted to tell her and then I remembered that we chose no contact, and I couldn’t tell her, and it actually made me feel better because that also means that she can’t hurt me or lie to me anymore. Idk I’m just not like sad, I’m more just stuck in the habit of wanting to tell her every aspect of my life. Is that weird? Idk y’all let me know. 

OneD1477

Okay I’m glad it’s not a weird thing because I do wanna tell her things all the time and I go to text her and realize she’s not there to talk to anymore, so ig I just miss having someone to talk to about all these things. But I am glad I got out of it because it was toxic. 
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Larrys_left_shoe

@OneD1477 thats completely normal, me and one of my ex's have been no contact for over a year and i am not sad, and it was the best thing but i still have things happen and my first thought is that i want to tell them about it. it is a habit that eventually gets less and less, at first i was thinking about it a lot and even though it still happens now it's only once a month maybe less. it's not weird at all and I'm happy that you have gotten yourself out of a relationship that wasn't good for you 
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OneD1477

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Yaaa’llllll…I need some fix recommendations. I’m almost done with A+A, and I just need some new shit!! So if y’all have any recs lemme know!! 

ax_1563

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ax_1563

And itsmotivatingcara is honestly awesome. So try out the rose of the white chapel, or echoes and omens.
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OneD1477

Guys. I don’t wanna get y’all’s hopes up, but I’ve started writing a bit more, and I was thinking of like someone who could be the bad guy, like the ex boyfriend no one likes, and I realized something. When did we all just collectively decide that Nick Grimshaw was the terrible ex no one likes in like every fan fix ever? 

OneD1477

Ok. It’s quite literally Christmas Eve. Meaning, it’s been over a month since I updated my book. And to be honest idk what to do with it anymore, cause I had high expectations for it, and I kinda just gave up on it. So lemme Kobe if y’all have some ideas or something, because I honestly can’t think of anything g anymore. Also I’ve decided to write a new book about Niall, and how he brought Larry together. PURELY FICTIONAL. 

OneD1477

I kinda wanna write another book. But I’m in the middle of little black dress. Also the next chapter is out so if ya wanna read it…anyways, I had this idea for a book and I wanna write it, should I?