The Only One Left In The Box

*Smirks To Hide The Sad Hideous Smile  * Oh Don't You Know Everyone Dies In Their Nightmares

Its Crazy Because I Thought I Was Getting Better On Different Levels But Than You  And Your Hearts Got Inside Of Me And Gave Me Butterflies Like You Always Have But It Also    Force Me To Accept The  Truth .. That.. I'm  Not Over You And I Never Will Completely

Msorry .. I Just Don't Know What To Do Anymore .. But Who Honestly Cares And Has The Time ?  No One So I Keep It All To Myself

At This  Moment At This Point  No One Really Cares Right  Its Time That I Grow Up And Realized And Accept This  Because No One Will Ever Truly Care And I'm Not Angry Or Sad Or Depressed Or Even Suicidal Anymore   Because  I Have No Reason To Be I've Got A "GoodLife Ahead Of Me" Once I Start To   "Feel Better"  Why Am I Ok And Perfectly Fine With This Feeling   Well Because  All Of A Sudden  I'm   Parlayed And Empty

I Use To Tell You   That I'm  Not Ok That I'm Not Alright    We Talk But Than I Stopped Because    I Just Loathe That You Already Worry So Deeply  When It Comes  To Me But Now I Just Cant Seem To Bring Myself To  Because I Hate Myself For Putting All This Worry On    You So I Stopped Telling You That I'm Not Ok

I'm Not Sad ..Just Empty .And Hollow

I'm . So .Done . With. You.  And. How. You. Make. Me. Feel. Over .And .Over. Again.

For  Those Who Love  Today Happy Fourth

I Honestly Cant Stand Myself

Still Trying To Swallow The Tough Pill Of Realization The One Of The Most Understanding  ,Relatable   Creative  Rappers Out There Is Now No Longer   Alive ..