hey!! i know how it feels sometimes :')) but just to let you know, you don't have to force yourself into writing! its a hobby, not a chore. if you wish to do other things instead, go for it! we all wont judge. a lot of people, including your followers enjoy your works! (and me!! heh... "and bumblebee" ahh)
good luck with senior high! o7 just do whatever you want honestly, no one is gonna be mad if you choose the things you enjoy.