OnlyLongNightsAhead

IT IS FINALLY THE FALL AY!!!! We're getting so close to the winter!!!!!!! I'ma cry my heart out to my pets now................

StayCloudy_

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StayCloudy_

Ah! Thank you  I’ve been writing on Wattpad for like ever, but been on and off the site for so long that I’m really trying to take this book seriously and promote it anyway I can 
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OnlyLongNightsAhead

@StayCloudy_ God I love it when people do this! I'll definitely check it out! thank you!
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Jojo6351088

Hey, how are you?

OnlyLongNightsAhead

this message may be offensive
@Jojo6351088  and plus taken back by what? my fuck up life?
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OnlyLongNightsAhead

@Jojo6351088 why the hell was it scary? does it in any way involve you? no.
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Jojo6351088

Why would I otherwise I was a bit taken back sorry maybe I misunderstood
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OnlyLongNightsAhead

In void, in void, in void, in void
          In void, in void,  void, void, void, void...
          Baby
          I'm spinnin' around the corner
          It's tastin' kinda lonely
          And my mind wants to control me
          Ah-ah-ah, empty
          There's rotten things left in me
          Injected by society
          No one here but me to judge me
          Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow
          I hate who I was before
          I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow
          Someone tell me if this is Hell
          I gotta escape the void, there is no other choice, yeah
          Tryna turn off the voices, the void ate me
          Look at the mess I've done, there is nowhere to run, yeah
          Holdin' a loaded gun, the void
          Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself
          Kneelin' on a metal grater
          Bloody, like a body that has died, and it's myself
          Tangled in my own intestines
          I gotta escape the void, there is no other choice, yeah
          Gotta escape the void
          So strange
          I'm tryin' to find the doorway
          My eyes are starin' at me
          And they seem so damn unhappy
          C-c-c-collect
          My fickle insecurities
          And turn them into beauty
          Alchemize the dark within me (ah)
          Pipe down with the noise, I cannot bear my sorrow
          I hate who I was before
          I fear I won't live to see the day tomorrow
          Someone tell me if this is Hell
          I gotta escape the void, there is no other choice, yeah
          Tryna turn down the voices, the void ate me
          Look at the mess I've done, there is nowhere to run, yeah
          Holdin' a loaded gun, the void
          Like a priest behind confession walls, I judge myself
          Kneelin' on a metal grater
          Bloody, like a body that has died, and it's myself
          Tangled in my own intestines
          I gotta escape the void, there is no other choice, yeah
          Tryna turn down the voices, the void ate me
          Look at the mess I've done, there is nowhere to run, yeah
          Holdin' a loaded gun, the void

OnlyLongNightsAhead

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OnlyLongNightsAhead

I wanted to post this on your feed but you blocked me so here you go
            
            I SEE YOU BY MISSO:I see you when you're down
            And depressed, just a mess
            I see you when you cry
            When you're shy
            When you want to die
            I see you when you smile
            It takes a while
            At least you're here
            I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            I see you when you hide
            And when you lie, it's no surprise
            I see you when run from the light
            Within your eyes
            I see you when you think
            That I don't notice all those scars
            I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            What a mess you've made of everything
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            And I'm hoping that you will see yourself
            Like I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            I see you when you chase
            All the dreams inside your head
            I see you when you laugh
            And when you love until the bitter end
            I see you in the dark
            At the dawn of something new
            I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            And I'm hoping that you will see yourself
            Like I see you
            Yes, I see you
            I see you
            Yes, I see you
            Even when you cry
            And even when you're shy
            You mean everything to me
            Even when you lie
            And even when you hide
            You mean everything to me
            Yes, I see you
            (I see, I see, I see you)
            I see you
            Even when you cry
            And even when you're shy
            Yes, I see you
            (I see, I see, I see you)
            I'm alone with you
            You're alone with me
            And I'm hoping that you will see yourself.
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OnlyLongNightsAhead

what's going on? are you ok? don't ghost me please I'm here for you.......
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OnlyLongNightsAhead

Woke up in a haze, nothing on her brain
          Full of empty smiles, they'll say, "Sit and stay a while"
          Her head up in the clouds, where has she gone now?
          Then Alice took a fall into the rabbit hole
          So the story goes
          Alice, Alice, heart and soul
          Fell into a rabbit hole
          Dreamers dream until they don’t
          Lost her mind a while ago
          Alice, Alice, don't you know?
          Wonderland was all a hoax
          Made it up so she could cope
          Madder than a hatter Alice broke 
          Ah-ah, ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah 
          Alice stayеd at home, losing track of time
          Staring at the cеiling , she escaped into her mind (Escaped into her mind)
          Like the Cheshire Cat, the ceiling fades to black
          And in her mind she'll drown
          As she chased the rabbit down, down, down
          Alice, Alice, heart and soul
          Fell into a rabbit hole
          Dreamers dream until they don’t
          Lost her mind a while ago
          Alice, Alice, don't you know?
          Wonderland was all a hoax
          Made it up so she could cope
          Madder than a hatter, Alice
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah)
          Madder than a hatter, Alice (Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah)
          Alice, Alice, heart and soul
          Fell into a rabbit hole
          Dreamers dream until they don't
          Lost her mind a while ago
          Alice, Alice, don't you know?
          Wonderland was all a hoax
          Made it up so she could cope
          Madder than a hatter Alice broke
          Ah-ah, ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah
          Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah