They say following your dreams requires huge sacrifices - and my dream is no different.

The thing about that is: I'm a coward. 

I'm afraid of being devoured by my own words and find myself lost through the throngs of my own thoughts. 

Instead of me writing my way towards my dreams, I am here. An NPC in my own life - forcing my fingers to type and then stop once I feel myself sinking deeper into my subconscious.

I am trying... searching; for ways to come back once my impenetrable fantasies consumes me.

Although I have accepted the inevitable. I have told myself that "Being afraid is okay." It means that I would find ways to stay safe and be sane while pursuing what I love the most. 

I just wish I can come back to tell the tale ❣️

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