OnlyaDreamNowx1

Hello everyone
          	I'm sorry for my disappearance. For several months I have been wondering whether it would be possible for me to continue my books and lead the life I am called to live. I've come to the conclusion that the answer is no. 
          	For those that are upset with me or want an ind with explanation, I am more than willing to let you have your peace on my personal email sarrah.m96@gmail.com 
          	Those who would like to know what would have happened with Draygo and Odessa, I would tell you that it would have been a happy ending. Always. 
          	These are some tremendous times we live in and I only ask that we remain kind and spread love. 
          	The truth is that I became quite disillusioned with what I wrote versus my own life. I fed into my stories what I wanted to happen to me, and that isn't a bad thing for some. For me it was. I lost sight of what i am, who I am and what I believe 
          	I am sorry for wasting your time but I thank you for letting me have a little bit of it. For a woman like me, it meant a lot that my stories were read. It felt nice to mean something. Thank you for making me feel like I mattered and that there was, even for a little bit, a chance for me to make my stamp on this world. 
          	However, I need to heal, I need to grow and, I want to focus on my spirituality without this holding me back. I would like to make a different stamp altogether. I will be deleting this platform after I figure a couple of things out and hopefully deal privately with anyone that has some concerns or queries. I hope to never be that important.
          	
          	Thank you for all your love, good wishes and thoughts over the last couple of months. Honestly, those who I have had the fortune to interact with were never far from my mind. In fact, there were time styling certain things made me miss this so much that I would burst into tears. 
          	
          	Thank you for your time. For your love. For making me feel like I mattered. I hope that you feel the same and that this place, was safe for you. 
          	
          	Forgive me. 
          	
          	Sarah x O
          	
          	

girlperson100

@OnlyaDreamNowx1 hey girl. I'm sorry you felt that way. I really am. Yes your books are amazing and so so great but you 100% made the right decision. I'm sorry about what happened but I myself have felt that too, Fed into my stories what I wished happened to me. And it is not a good thing.
          	  
          	  If you ever see this I just want to say good luck on everything that you're doing to make a better you. And you made the right decision hun. Always do the things that make you happy and healthy. Mentally, emotionally and physically.
          	  
          	  I hope you stay safe and happy.
          	  
          	             Lots of love xoxo
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CapitanAces

Aww hey! It’s been a minute and wow! I’m glad I saw this before ya left. I’m sad to see ya go but, hey, I totally get you. You need to focus on you first and regain your balance. Writing should be a fun thing to do, not a chore that enslaves you or heavily/unhealthily influences you as a person. It’s good that you realize this and that you’re taking a step back. Some people force themselves to endure this and lead off to their own self destruction, so no worries m8 you chose the right choice which is to care for yourself first. If you ever do return to Wattpad though, hmu on my message board or pm! You take your time boo don’t feel bad and stay safe with everything that’s going on! ^^ ✨❤️✨best of luck to you and your endeavors!
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caffeinegender

@OnlyaDreamNowx1 Aww. I completely understand where you are coming from. I, myself, have been questioning if I should continue my books. Sometimes you need to decide what's best for you, whether or not it makes anyone happy is a side effect. 
          	  
          	  I am gonna miss you, and (not so) patiently awaiting your updates!  I'm glad you could do this for yourself! 
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OnlyaDreamNowx1

Hello everyone
          I'm sorry for my disappearance. For several months I have been wondering whether it would be possible for me to continue my books and lead the life I am called to live. I've come to the conclusion that the answer is no. 
          For those that are upset with me or want an ind with explanation, I am more than willing to let you have your peace on my personal email sarrah.m96@gmail.com 
          Those who would like to know what would have happened with Draygo and Odessa, I would tell you that it would have been a happy ending. Always. 
          These are some tremendous times we live in and I only ask that we remain kind and spread love. 
          The truth is that I became quite disillusioned with what I wrote versus my own life. I fed into my stories what I wanted to happen to me, and that isn't a bad thing for some. For me it was. I lost sight of what i am, who I am and what I believe 
          I am sorry for wasting your time but I thank you for letting me have a little bit of it. For a woman like me, it meant a lot that my stories were read. It felt nice to mean something. Thank you for making me feel like I mattered and that there was, even for a little bit, a chance for me to make my stamp on this world. 
          However, I need to heal, I need to grow and, I want to focus on my spirituality without this holding me back. I would like to make a different stamp altogether. I will be deleting this platform after I figure a couple of things out and hopefully deal privately with anyone that has some concerns or queries. I hope to never be that important.
          
          Thank you for all your love, good wishes and thoughts over the last couple of months. Honestly, those who I have had the fortune to interact with were never far from my mind. In fact, there were time styling certain things made me miss this so much that I would burst into tears. 
          
          Thank you for your time. For your love. For making me feel like I mattered. I hope that you feel the same and that this place, was safe for you. 
          
          Forgive me. 
          
          Sarah x O
          
          

girlperson100

@OnlyaDreamNowx1 hey girl. I'm sorry you felt that way. I really am. Yes your books are amazing and so so great but you 100% made the right decision. I'm sorry about what happened but I myself have felt that too, Fed into my stories what I wished happened to me. And it is not a good thing.
            
            If you ever see this I just want to say good luck on everything that you're doing to make a better you. And you made the right decision hun. Always do the things that make you happy and healthy. Mentally, emotionally and physically.
            
            I hope you stay safe and happy.
            
                       Lots of love xoxo
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CapitanAces

Aww hey! It’s been a minute and wow! I’m glad I saw this before ya left. I’m sad to see ya go but, hey, I totally get you. You need to focus on you first and regain your balance. Writing should be a fun thing to do, not a chore that enslaves you or heavily/unhealthily influences you as a person. It’s good that you realize this and that you’re taking a step back. Some people force themselves to endure this and lead off to their own self destruction, so no worries m8 you chose the right choice which is to care for yourself first. If you ever do return to Wattpad though, hmu on my message board or pm! You take your time boo don’t feel bad and stay safe with everything that’s going on! ^^ ✨❤️✨best of luck to you and your endeavors!
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caffeinegender

@OnlyaDreamNowx1 Aww. I completely understand where you are coming from. I, myself, have been questioning if I should continue my books. Sometimes you need to decide what's best for you, whether or not it makes anyone happy is a side effect. 
            
            I am gonna miss you, and (not so) patiently awaiting your updates!  I'm glad you could do this for yourself! 
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Somebody_But_Nobody

Did Dragon Fire get deleted? 

Somebody_But_Nobody

@TinaTemu0 ok, thank you for letting me know.
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TinaTemu0

@Somebody_But_Nobody apparently the author took it down. She'll let us know when it's back
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Somebody_But_Nobody

@TinaTemu0 it took dragon fire out of my library and when I went to add it back it shows that there aren't any books published at all. I keep waiting to see if it was a glitch but I don't know what else to do. I have uninstalled and reinstalled the app many times. 
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OnlyaDreamNowx1

Hello everyone, 
          
          Hope that you all have been keeping well and safe. Unfortunately because of the entire covid-19 situation, the hospital that I work at has been bogged down with sick patients. I have been undergoing ICU training to ensure that theatres can become an area for intubated patients to reside in, if the worst come to worst. 
          Regardless, I am working on a new chapter for Dragon Fire and hope to have an update for you by Wednesday. Please bare with me until then. 
          
          I hope that all of you are safe and happy. 
          
          x O

SissyTriantou

@OnlyaDreamNowx1 dear girl be safe, take care of yourself and don't worry about us, we will faithfully wait for your updates . This virus has everyone on lockdown  or on duty. I'm for Greece and I send to you and all the world my love and support. Take care of yourselves.
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OnlyaDreamNowx1

@My_ship_is_sailing_  Keep safe, lovely. You are absolutely doing the right thing, and we cna only hope that this is going to be over soon. Thank you for being such a wonderful human being x O
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My_ship_is_sailing_

@ OnlyaDreamNowx1  sounds like hard working.. good luck and stay safe and healthy!! 
            
            And I'll be waiting for Wednesday!❤
             In my room with online school... 
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