OnyxHunterVehic

I just did half of my All District audition for band and MY GOD, WHAT FRESH HELL DID THAT SIGHT READING PIECE CRAWL OUT OF…
          
          (I’ll post another update after I do the rest of my audition, don’t worry)

So… band finals was yesterday, and we got fifth just like our last comp.
          
          My brother’s ticked about it because of the really weird—and likely biased—judging panel, I’m just unhappy because that was my best run in all of my marching band history and we didn’t even break 80 while first place swept every caption award except color guard and had a whopping 85.something as their score…
          
          And that’s it. That was my last high school marching competition. It’s done.
          
          We have one more sub-state football game at the end of October (please, God, let it be Friday…) and then marching band is over.
          
          I’m honestly surprised I haven’t cried yet.
          
          But, maybe I’ll cry after that last game, because it’s the last time I’ll march a show and it’s also the glow show, but we’ll see what happens. I wonder if seeing our junior drum major on the main podium would do it…
          
          Sorry if my updates are kinda getting fewer and less fun to read, it’s just… I think it’s starting to sink in that this is my last year in primary education, and I kinda just feel empty…

First band competition was yesterday. We got fifth in finals because we didn’t set any of Mvmt 3 and the judges knocked us down a couple points because we didn’t move at all.
          
          I also got to ride with the trophy on the way back, which was fun.

SOMEBODY EXPLAIN TWO THINGS TO ME:
          
          1) THIS MAN’S RANGE: https://youtu.be/EbxkOntz2SA?si=7dYb8gDT4b9wlmJj
          
          2) WHY I CAN ACTUALLY HIT THAT LAST SUBHARMONIC (with warmup, of course)…

Good news, friend got back to me.
          
          Turns out, she thought that she was acting malicious back when I was dating one of her friends and thought I hated her for it, therefore was avoiding me. It also didn’t help that one of her friends I guess had blocked me on her phone which is why she wasn’t getting my texts and I ended up resorting to email to contact her. She had also changed her number due to family issues and I had no idea.
          
          So this whole time we both thought we hated each other and therefore avoided each other for about a year. I’m so done with this— XD

Okay, prepare for a completely unfiltered Onyx vent, because I find this whole situation to be mostly stupid, a little funny but also quite frustrating and I need to let off a little steam…
          
          So, come to find out about two days ago that a friend who I thought I was the sole cause of screwing up our friendship has been keeping her distance out of guilt for stuff that supposedly happened 5-ish years ago.
          
          Like, bitch, I don’t remember what the Hell I had for breakfast three days ago, what makes you think I’m gonna remember anything that happened that long ago? Besides, I’M the one who hurt YOU, not the other way around.
          
          That is literally why she’s been avoiding me.
          
          I thought she hated me, but now I feel more guilty knowing that she feels guilty about something(s?) I probably wouldn’t be able to remember if my life depended on it.
          
          Anyway, now I’m mildly pissed and I’ve heard nothing from her. I know I’ve gotta wait, but come on, woman. We were two conversations away from dating at one point, you know how my brain is wired…
          
          It doesn’t help that I was reading through some of my old texts with her, because now I really fucking miss her…
          
          (If this is confusing to anyone else, trust me, it’s confusing to me too because again, I don’t remember half the context)

BOOM, BABY!
          
          NEW CHAPTER IS OUT!
          
          (I struggled so much because my phone was giving me storage issues, but now I have a blooper recording I’m willing to share. It’s not the only one I’ve made, but it’s the only one I’ve saved)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/365377483?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=OnyxHunterVehic

Hey, @-LenaLense-
          
          Guess what.
          
          You get to yell at me now.
          
          Because I forgot to record and post the next chapter of Fist of Vengeance.
          
          Have at me, darling

First day of senior year tomorrow, which translates to last first day of primary education I will ever have unless I somehow manage to flunk a jewelry and metals class…
          
          (Also, for some reason my three most recent followers have all had links to an essentially X-rated website, has that been happening to anyone else or just me? ‘Cuz I’m a little worried that something got leaked…)
          
          [Also yell at me if I don’t post another Fist of Vengeance chapter at the end of three days]

https://youtu.be/QWWP5jiGltA?si=AMsSmW40pyWrc-N9
          
          Put headphones in.
          
          When you get to about 7:40, turn volume up to max.
          
          Thank me later.